''though mile and more may seperate lets not let our feelings be defenestrate why we wait and why we trust to know is not a must though i know it not come today with faith in him still i pray''
whatever, i wanted, comes with a price. and each price i pay, not only hurts me. but also the people i love. never, ever. stop struggling, they say. cause if you do, you would stop living. they also said, If you cant fight it, run away from it then. i , lost everything, including, everything that, i 've fought hard to get back call me a loser, i don't care. i, got myslf in this mess. and nobody, can get me outta it. only me. and, every fall i make now, is harder than the previous one. now, the ball is really in my court. and i have to play it well, with all i got left. which is, HIS love for me.