whatever,
i wanted,
comes with a price.
and each price i pay,
not only hurts me.
but also the people i love.
never,
ever.
stop struggling,
they say.
cause if you do,
you would stop living.
they
also said,
If you cant fight it,
run away from it then.
i ,
lost everything,
including,
everything that,
i 've fought hard to get back
call me a loser,
i don't care.
i,
got myslf in this mess.
and nobody,
can get me outta it.
only me.
and,
every fall i make now,
is harder than the previous one.
now,
the ball is really in my court.
and i have to play it well,
with all i got left.
which is,
HIS love for me.
"when everything's wrong, move along"